Fuck That Shit...

"In order to mature one must first admit to being immature."

Thats kinda stickin out in my mind right now...

My life is in a bind...and its partially my fault...

My grades suck...imo

People i used to be cool with now act like total strangers sometimes...

I'm not goin to GMU anymore b/c point blank my family can't afford it...i got no scholarship money...and so far they have dicked me on financial aid...better luck spring or fall 2010 then i guess

i have no idea where i'm gonna go to school at now b/c i have to now look for someplace in-state, that i can commute 2...it sux that i won't live on campus whereever i end up...and most places application deadlines have long passed up...something my parents don't seem to understand...

As if money wasn't tight enough around here...my dad went and got a lower-paying job...what fucking sense does that make???

And i only add to the problem by spending money i don't have on materialistic shit...

I'm tired of all the bullshit that comes with other bullshit...

I'm a depressed dumbass right now...so i'm def on fuck you mode right now...

Even if i could turn back time...shit still wouldn't change.

"Happy-go-lucky" dante' is now "fuck-u-get-outta-my-face" loser

Real talk...though i view my life as fallin apart at the seams it could be worse...

I have my fam, my health and REAL friends to get me through this type of stuff

Whatever i'm out: Important dates btw

- May 15-> last day of school
-May 22-> 18th bday
-June 2-> Graduation



"I am the ax
Fear has been lost to faith
The darkest night has come before the end
of which we must prevail
Amidst the pitch of steel we shall arise
I will destroy all those that oppose me..." - Tilting the Hourglass by Alesana

So There's This One Girl...

Not gonna go into detail on that btw =T

Spring Break has been no fun for me...been stuck in the house cuz i have to babysit the lil brother. Even if he was older, its not like i'd have a ride since i STILL have no car -__-.

I did go to the movies last saturday...Fast& Furious= highly recommended son!!!

Behind on a lot of school work btw...need to get on that 2morrow.

More than likely I will be going to George Mason University next year, but St. John's University is knockin on the door with that $10,000 scholarship compared to the $0 i've gotten from GMU so far...we'll see how this plays out =T

Life is neither great, but at the same time it ain't dreadful. So i'm counting my blessings as I go along here.

Thats it for tonight. Vaya Con Dios, Amigos.

"You can't give up
when you're looking for
a diamond in the rough
cause you never know
when it shows up
make sure your holding on
cause this could be the one, the one your waiting on..."- Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback