A recent song was brought to my attention courtesy of mftor (http://mftor.blogspot.com btw).
Its called I'm Anime by DruidboyZ and I gotta say...this sound is my new fave. I listen to alot of stuff, but when I hear music like this, idk, hip hop seems bearable for the most part (?). Anyway, vid posted at the end, its the first song in the vid. Do enjoy.
Monday, December 14, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
The More I Get The More I Want?
Lets not focus on the amount of time thats passed since i last updated this darn thing and just say "shibby" to me being back at it. =D
Long version or short version for life to this point? In between? okay lets go.
Got a job, freshman at Montgomery College, semester is almost over, music is awesome as ever, currently thinkn of gettin myself into a long distance relationship, thinkin of changing jobs.
Guess that was the short version then? we'll go wit that.
Gotta say, i've gotten into so much new music the last few months too. Wiz Khalifa, Emarosa, Pierce The Veil, Big Sean, just to name a few. Shit is cool.
Thats really it for now...not much of an substatial update, but an update nonetheless ya know?
pc
Long version or short version for life to this point? In between? okay lets go.
Got a job, freshman at Montgomery College, semester is almost over, music is awesome as ever, currently thinkn of gettin myself into a long distance relationship, thinkin of changing jobs.
Guess that was the short version then? we'll go wit that.
Gotta say, i've gotten into so much new music the last few months too. Wiz Khalifa, Emarosa, Pierce The Veil, Big Sean, just to name a few. Shit is cool.
Thats really it for now...not much of an substatial update, but an update nonetheless ya know?
pc
Sunday, June 21, 2009
An invisible playground...for deaf kids
I'm gonna officially diagnose myself and say i have a mild form of insomnia...i love sleep, but it doesn't happen like it should i guess.
Eating fruit snacks at 2 in the morn is awesome btw.
Fuckin movie overload to follow this summer...i gotta refer bak to my list after i post this...btw
GO SEE THE HANGOVER OR I WILL SLAP THE SHIT OUTTA YOU...its like the greatest movie...ever. =]
South park on the late night is pretty cool 2...along with jackass. FTMFW!!!!
I have a job interview tomorrow...I def just rememberd that...gonna be making chicken sandwiches and shit son!!!!
Speakin of food...i'm hungry...i didn't eat dinner and my house doesn't have anything in it =/ (fail?)
last thing tonight: linkin park + giant friggin robots fightings and shit = pure awesomenomanalness
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Do the Ricky Bobby...
For the love of God, plz do not really do the ricky, the bobby or any combo of the 2...at least not in my sight. =/
(Almost) officially done with school...just graduation rehearsals and actual graduation left to do =]
Uhm...not graduating science and tech from ohhs...get into that on another post, cuz i don't feel like getting worked up bout that crap again
I can buy cigarettes (if i smoked) cuz i'm legal to do so now =T
Went to six flags yesterday with the class of 09...there were def people there i swear i neva recognized as being seniors though. and there def were some underclassmen or alumni there 2. Kinda a mood killer with the underclassman. =/
Didn't really get to spend any time with this one girl that i'm tryna talk to. We could neva find each other in the park til like right before i left. Swear it was like some "cat-and-mouse" type thing cuz i'd leave one ride and she'd txt me that she was there while i was in line for another one and vice versa. But it was worth finally seeing her b4 i left. =)...i feel like theres a connection there and i think its def mutual...so i hope this goes somewhere.
Btw of all the most random things my dad could ever have made me do, he picks to have me change my phone number...that sux cuz i've had the same phone number since i first got a phone in middle school and it was like losing a friend =(. (R.I.P. 2404622005).
Losing things to talk about here...
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I'm done then i guess =/
instead of the usual lyric, i'ma post up one of the poems i wrote recently (hint: the title means that there's a certain someone's name in it duh!)
Already I've considered
just what this could be.
a boy's dream made real...
or a simple fallacy?
'Less i come correct
with my truer intentions
thoughts of you turn in my mind
like the gears of my invention.
Yearning to know more
about the one who has caught my eye,
denying the obvious only serves
to exacerbate a lie.
Simply amazing in beauty, yet
more than another pretty face.
unique with personality
that could be your stellar ace.
So if I haven't made it clear
then let me set the record straight,
having us turn into something
will be worth the wait.
All I can truly ask
is for the opportunity to show you what's real.
somewhere further down the line
we'll worry about sealing the deal. - A.C.R.O.N.Y.M. by Tey
(Almost) officially done with school...just graduation rehearsals and actual graduation left to do =]
Uhm...not graduating science and tech from ohhs...get into that on another post, cuz i don't feel like getting worked up bout that crap again
I can buy cigarettes (if i smoked) cuz i'm legal to do so now =T
Went to six flags yesterday with the class of 09...there were def people there i swear i neva recognized as being seniors though. and there def were some underclassmen or alumni there 2. Kinda a mood killer with the underclassman. =/
Didn't really get to spend any time with this one girl that i'm tryna talk to. We could neva find each other in the park til like right before i left. Swear it was like some "cat-and-mouse" type thing cuz i'd leave one ride and she'd txt me that she was there while i was in line for another one and vice versa. But it was worth finally seeing her b4 i left. =)...i feel like theres a connection there and i think its def mutual...so i hope this goes somewhere.
Btw of all the most random things my dad could ever have made me do, he picks to have me change my phone number...that sux cuz i've had the same phone number since i first got a phone in middle school and it was like losing a friend =(. (R.I.P. 2404622005).
Losing things to talk about here...
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I'm done then i guess =/
instead of the usual lyric, i'ma post up one of the poems i wrote recently (hint: the title means that there's a certain someone's name in it duh!)
Already I've considered
just what this could be.
a boy's dream made real...
or a simple fallacy?
'Less i come correct
with my truer intentions
thoughts of you turn in my mind
like the gears of my invention.
Yearning to know more
about the one who has caught my eye,
denying the obvious only serves
to exacerbate a lie.
Simply amazing in beauty, yet
more than another pretty face.
unique with personality
that could be your stellar ace.
So if I haven't made it clear
then let me set the record straight,
having us turn into something
will be worth the wait.
All I can truly ask
is for the opportunity to show you what's real.
somewhere further down the line
we'll worry about sealing the deal. - A.C.R.O.N.Y.M. by Tey
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Been a While...
Wow so much...well not really THAT much has happened since i last upadated this. Here's the important run down i guess.
-Done wit Boy Scouts cuz i passed my Eagle Board of Review (thats a good thing folks)
-18th bday on friday
-Last day of school on friday!
-Prom was...prom lol (my date was awesome btw)
-Graduation on June 2nd!
and shyt thats really it
just waiting for graduation to hurry up so that i'm officially done with OHHS.
Started writing poetry again btw
Feeling this one chick and i think she feeling me...same ol' u know how that goes lol
Hopefully i can get a job =/
I'm gonna force myself to go to bed now...i woke up and hour ago from like a 7 hour nap so peace niggas!
Hands down
I'm too proud, for love
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of
But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me
Cause you don't know
who i was before you
basically to see a change in me
i'd be losing, so i just ignore you, yeah
oh oho
but your on my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind
oh oho
but maybe in time, in time, in time
i'll tell you
A little bit, a little bit
a little bit in love with you
I guess that I'm a little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you
oh oho - A Lil' Bit Ft. Lykke Li by Drake
-Done wit Boy Scouts cuz i passed my Eagle Board of Review (thats a good thing folks)
-18th bday on friday
-Last day of school on friday!
-Prom was...prom lol (my date was awesome btw)
-Graduation on June 2nd!
and shyt thats really it
just waiting for graduation to hurry up so that i'm officially done with OHHS.
Started writing poetry again btw
Feeling this one chick and i think she feeling me...same ol' u know how that goes lol
Hopefully i can get a job =/
I'm gonna force myself to go to bed now...i woke up and hour ago from like a 7 hour nap so peace niggas!
Hands down
I'm too proud, for love
But with eyes shut
It's you I'm thinking of
But how we move from A to B it can't be up to me
Cause you don't know
who i was before you
basically to see a change in me
i'd be losing, so i just ignore you, yeah
oh oho
but your on my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind
oh oho
but maybe in time, in time, in time
i'll tell you
A little bit, a little bit
a little bit in love with you
I guess that I'm a little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you
oh oho - A Lil' Bit Ft. Lykke Li by Drake
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Fuck That Shit...
"In order to mature one must first admit to being immature."
Thats kinda stickin out in my mind right now...
My life is in a bind...and its partially my fault...
My grades suck...imo
People i used to be cool with now act like total strangers sometimes...
I'm not goin to GMU anymore b/c point blank my family can't afford it...i got no scholarship money...and so far they have dicked me on financial aid...better luck spring or fall 2010 then i guess
i have no idea where i'm gonna go to school at now b/c i have to now look for someplace in-state, that i can commute 2...it sux that i won't live on campus whereever i end up...and most places application deadlines have long passed up...something my parents don't seem to understand...
As if money wasn't tight enough around here...my dad went and got a lower-paying job...what fucking sense does that make???
And i only add to the problem by spending money i don't have on materialistic shit...
I'm tired of all the bullshit that comes with other bullshit...
I'm a depressed dumbass right now...so i'm def on fuck you mode right now...
Even if i could turn back time...shit still wouldn't change.
"Happy-go-lucky" dante' is now "fuck-u-get-outta-my-face" loser
Real talk...though i view my life as fallin apart at the seams it could be worse...
I have my fam, my health and REAL friends to get me through this type of stuff
Whatever i'm out: Important dates btw
- May 15-> last day of school
-May 22-> 18th bday
-June 2-> Graduation
"I am the ax
Fear has been lost to faith
The darkest night has come before the end
of which we must prevail
Amidst the pitch of steel we shall arise
I will destroy all those that oppose me..." - Tilting the Hourglass by Alesana
Thats kinda stickin out in my mind right now...
My life is in a bind...and its partially my fault...
My grades suck...imo
People i used to be cool with now act like total strangers sometimes...
I'm not goin to GMU anymore b/c point blank my family can't afford it...i got no scholarship money...and so far they have dicked me on financial aid...better luck spring or fall 2010 then i guess
i have no idea where i'm gonna go to school at now b/c i have to now look for someplace in-state, that i can commute 2...it sux that i won't live on campus whereever i end up...and most places application deadlines have long passed up...something my parents don't seem to understand...
As if money wasn't tight enough around here...my dad went and got a lower-paying job...what fucking sense does that make???
And i only add to the problem by spending money i don't have on materialistic shit...
I'm tired of all the bullshit that comes with other bullshit...
I'm a depressed dumbass right now...so i'm def on fuck you mode right now...
Even if i could turn back time...shit still wouldn't change.
"Happy-go-lucky" dante' is now "fuck-u-get-outta-my-face" loser
Real talk...though i view my life as fallin apart at the seams it could be worse...
I have my fam, my health and REAL friends to get me through this type of stuff
Whatever i'm out: Important dates btw
- May 15-> last day of school
-May 22-> 18th bday
-June 2-> Graduation
"I am the ax
Fear has been lost to faith
The darkest night has come before the end
of which we must prevail
Amidst the pitch of steel we shall arise
I will destroy all those that oppose me..." - Tilting the Hourglass by Alesana
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
So There's This One Girl...
Not gonna go into detail on that btw =T
Spring Break has been no fun for me...been stuck in the house cuz i have to babysit the lil brother. Even if he was older, its not like i'd have a ride since i STILL have no car -__-.
I did go to the movies last saturday...Fast& Furious= highly recommended son!!!
Behind on a lot of school work btw...need to get on that 2morrow.
More than likely I will be going to George Mason University next year, but St. John's University is knockin on the door with that $10,000 scholarship compared to the $0 i've gotten from GMU so far...we'll see how this plays out =T
Life is neither great, but at the same time it ain't dreadful. So i'm counting my blessings as I go along here.
Thats it for tonight. Vaya Con Dios, Amigos.
"You can't give up
when you're looking for
a diamond in the rough
cause you never know
when it shows up
make sure your holding on
cause this could be the one, the one your waiting on..."- Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback
Spring Break has been no fun for me...been stuck in the house cuz i have to babysit the lil brother. Even if he was older, its not like i'd have a ride since i STILL have no car -__-.
I did go to the movies last saturday...Fast& Furious= highly recommended son!!!
Behind on a lot of school work btw...need to get on that 2morrow.
More than likely I will be going to George Mason University next year, but St. John's University is knockin on the door with that $10,000 scholarship compared to the $0 i've gotten from GMU so far...we'll see how this plays out =T
Life is neither great, but at the same time it ain't dreadful. So i'm counting my blessings as I go along here.
Thats it for tonight. Vaya Con Dios, Amigos.
"You can't give up
when you're looking for
a diamond in the rough
cause you never know
when it shows up
make sure your holding on
cause this could be the one, the one your waiting on..."- Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback
Monday, March 30, 2009
Niggaz is OC...
So i went to georgetown with some friends yesterday...good times. Def gotta do that again more often.
The day was pretty cool til this random guy pulled a knife on the metro train on Derrell and then Nicole.
I'm too tired to say all the details cuz i've bn doing that all day but the basics is
guy comes from back of train with knife, looks at derrell, and says "WTF you lookin at cuz?"
derrell turned around and aint say nuthin, and nicole, who didn't know the guy had a knife starts laughing at derrell. Thats when the dude starts wavin it at nicole like "you can get it 2 shawty". We was all silent like "uhm this nigga serious?!?!" Didn't matter cuz he was gettin off the train anyway.
Most of us didn't even know he had the knife til he waved it at nicole...o.O
Def one of the more shocking moments i've witnessed personally.
Then of course, you can't tell niggaz shit bout it cuz then they come talkin bs out they mouths bout "son if it was me, i wouldn't have let that shit happen!" ...Dude, til you actually come across a situation like that, don't say shit to me or my friends cuz u sayin u would act one way and for all anybody know, ur azz would act just the opposite...smfh =/
Anyway God is good, and the situation coulda turned out worse. In hindsight, yeah it was 10 of us and just that one dude...plain and simple we bitched out...but i can tell you sayin somethin to the dude was the last thing on anybody mind at the moment, let alone talkin shit to the nigga wit the knife and risk gettin stabbed.
Don't be a hero if you don't need to be...not like you need to impress anybody folks.
But all in all, it was a good day...this weekend should be better since it starts spring break!!! XD
On a side note...think i'm gonna try makin some moves if you know what i mean...lets see what happens. =T
Gone...pc.
"These colors will not change,
you change the way i see them
These words will fade
when you explain
Why you hate them,
we are the same..." - Saying Sorry by Hawthorne Heights
The day was pretty cool til this random guy pulled a knife on the metro train on Derrell and then Nicole.
I'm too tired to say all the details cuz i've bn doing that all day but the basics is
guy comes from back of train with knife, looks at derrell, and says "WTF you lookin at cuz?"
derrell turned around and aint say nuthin, and nicole, who didn't know the guy had a knife starts laughing at derrell. Thats when the dude starts wavin it at nicole like "you can get it 2 shawty". We was all silent like "uhm this nigga serious?!?!" Didn't matter cuz he was gettin off the train anyway.
Most of us didn't even know he had the knife til he waved it at nicole...o.O
Def one of the more shocking moments i've witnessed personally.
Then of course, you can't tell niggaz shit bout it cuz then they come talkin bs out they mouths bout "son if it was me, i wouldn't have let that shit happen!" ...Dude, til you actually come across a situation like that, don't say shit to me or my friends cuz u sayin u would act one way and for all anybody know, ur azz would act just the opposite...smfh =/
Anyway God is good, and the situation coulda turned out worse. In hindsight, yeah it was 10 of us and just that one dude...plain and simple we bitched out...but i can tell you sayin somethin to the dude was the last thing on anybody mind at the moment, let alone talkin shit to the nigga wit the knife and risk gettin stabbed.
Don't be a hero if you don't need to be...not like you need to impress anybody folks.
But all in all, it was a good day...this weekend should be better since it starts spring break!!! XD
On a side note...think i'm gonna try makin some moves if you know what i mean...lets see what happens. =T
Gone...pc.
"These colors will not change,
you change the way i see them
These words will fade
when you explain
Why you hate them,
we are the same..." - Saying Sorry by Hawthorne Heights
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Fast times at o.O
Def been job hunting like shit...six flags...amc theatres...bojangles...food lion, just to name a few.
I'm doin the damn thing cuz =T
Eagle Scout project is done so BSA is soon to be a thing of the past XD
New phone...want one real bad but need dinero holmes X_X
Plans for this weekend? Either Leslo comes up wit somethin for her bday...or more than likely i'm goin to georgetown with some school peeps...YEAH NIGGA!!!
PSA-> people hype up drake way too hard these days =/...myself included i'll admit -__-...music is still good shit though
on my shit wit college stuff btw =]
life is just cool for once and that makes me happy =D
think i like someone btw =0...=X
pc!
"I'm a really big fan of yours,
but i'm quite the joke to you.
But it wasn't a joke when you kissed me in your room,
and replied i love you too"- yourbiggestfan by NeverShoutNever!
I'm doin the damn thing cuz =T
Eagle Scout project is done so BSA is soon to be a thing of the past XD
New phone...want one real bad but need dinero holmes X_X
Plans for this weekend? Either Leslo comes up wit somethin for her bday...or more than likely i'm goin to georgetown with some school peeps...YEAH NIGGA!!!
PSA-> people hype up drake way too hard these days =/...myself included i'll admit -__-...music is still good shit though
on my shit wit college stuff btw =]
life is just cool for once and that makes me happy =D
think i like someone btw =0...=X
pc!
"I'm a really big fan of yours,
but i'm quite the joke to you.
But it wasn't a joke when you kissed me in your room,
and replied i love you too"- yourbiggestfan by NeverShoutNever!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Dead and gone...
Life is life...either u handle it as best u can or u bitch out and cry in a corner...currently i'm an in between type of dude =/
I wanna change things bout myself...two months b4 i'm outta here so why not...
Lose some weight...or at least put on some muscle...in time for graduation??? hey, anything's possible =T
Try to grow my hair again or be satisfied wit how it is? haha...chuckle-chuckle
Stop caring bout stupid shyt and lettin it get to me? We could all work on that to be honest.
Stop procrastinating as much as i do now? pssh...we'll c
Decide college or air force? Life gives you lemons you paint that shit gold son...
Stop tryna impress people...yeah, we can work that out
Be more open with what i'm thinking...heavy shit right their, 4 me at least
Whatever else comes to mind will do so in due time...
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Oh yeah job hunt is officially on...i'm serious this time
gonna save up to buy a car...always wanted a nice lil honda civic dude =T
Last thing...fuck calculus son, i die a lil on the inside each day i'm in that class T_T
Sleepy...pc
"Come on girl lets go
to distant lands unknown
We can fly on air
if love is everywhere,
for you and me..." - Common ft. Kanye West- Punch Drunk Love
I wanna change things bout myself...two months b4 i'm outta here so why not...
Lose some weight...or at least put on some muscle...in time for graduation??? hey, anything's possible =T
Try to grow my hair again or be satisfied wit how it is? haha...chuckle-chuckle
Stop caring bout stupid shyt and lettin it get to me? We could all work on that to be honest.
Stop procrastinating as much as i do now? pssh...we'll c
Decide college or air force? Life gives you lemons you paint that shit gold son...
Stop tryna impress people...yeah, we can work that out
Be more open with what i'm thinking...heavy shit right their, 4 me at least
Whatever else comes to mind will do so in due time...
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Oh yeah job hunt is officially on...i'm serious this time
gonna save up to buy a car...always wanted a nice lil honda civic dude =T
Last thing...fuck calculus son, i die a lil on the inside each day i'm in that class T_T
Sleepy...pc
"Come on girl lets go
to distant lands unknown
We can fly on air
if love is everywhere,
for you and me..." - Common ft. Kanye West- Punch Drunk Love
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Yoda is the man son...
Sittin in my room watchin Star Wars cartoon show and well...i'm impressed. =T
Got me a prom date. Its a girl i used to like, but we just real cool now. Still tryna decide on what color we gonna wear...greenish??? blue-ish??? idk =/
progress reports next week...hertz is really a bitch like everybody say he is -_-
rp...fuck that shyt son
I thought i was starting to feel this one girl, but... i really don't care anymore
Street Fighter 4 is still my shyt
Made plans to go see Transformers 2 with Ashlei the prom date when it come it...talk about makin plans in advance right?
Drexel, St. Johns, Norfolk State, University of Pittsburgh, and George Mason...which to choose for college? Maybe i'll just go to the Air Force...food for thought
In a new band by the working name of High Crusade...def gonna be lead guitar, so i need some more practice
My friends are still awesome...where would i be without you guys =T
I'm tired as hell, goin to sleep early so, i'm outtie...talk bout some real shyt tomorrow though...
btw Sex Drive and Madea's Goes 2 Jail= funniest shyt i've seen in a loooooong time
"I don't care what you think
as long as its about me,
the rest of us can find
happiness in misery. " - "I Don't Care" by FallOut Boy
Got me a prom date. Its a girl i used to like, but we just real cool now. Still tryna decide on what color we gonna wear...greenish??? blue-ish??? idk =/
progress reports next week...hertz is really a bitch like everybody say he is -_-
rp...fuck that shyt son
I thought i was starting to feel this one girl, but... i really don't care anymore
Street Fighter 4 is still my shyt
Made plans to go see Transformers 2 with Ashlei the prom date when it come it...talk about makin plans in advance right?
Drexel, St. Johns, Norfolk State, University of Pittsburgh, and George Mason...which to choose for college? Maybe i'll just go to the Air Force...food for thought
In a new band by the working name of High Crusade...def gonna be lead guitar, so i need some more practice
My friends are still awesome...where would i be without you guys =T
I'm tired as hell, goin to sleep early so, i'm outtie...talk bout some real shyt tomorrow though...
btw Sex Drive and Madea's Goes 2 Jail= funniest shyt i've seen in a loooooong time
"I don't care what you think
as long as its about me,
the rest of us can find
happiness in misery. " - "I Don't Care" by FallOut Boy
Monday, March 2, 2009
Snow Daze V2
Snowed like 8 friggin inches today by my house!!!! As nice as it was to be outta school, my back hurts from shoveling that shyt =/
Picked up Street Fighter 4 for PS3 last week...that is definently my shyt, and i got Akuma already so u know i bn playing it wayyy lot =]
New fav artist= Drake...he's old news but then again not really, thats the stage name for Aubrey Graham aka Jimmy the wheelchair main character from that show Degrassi i like to watch from time to time. Dude really makes some good stuff, so you should check it out and download the So Far Gone mixtape thats free on his blog. =O
Speaking of music, i've really been trying to put into motion my own little music project for myspace. I'm only stuck on a name and software that will work with the crap dell comp in my basement. I thought i had a name, but its kinda taken already by some metal band from tennessee...go figure =/
Been kinda emo lately and bummed. No specific reason, just the general stresses of teenager, high school senior getting to me probly. I do feel left out by my friends from time to time 2 be honest...feel like i don't get invited places as much as i used to...its kinda all good though cuz even if i went i wouldn't have any money to do shyt anyway...but still, its like "u have my number, so text/call me, i shouldn't have to call to get in on plans ALL the time"...=T
To a brighter note, 2 hour delay tomorrow. this is why i'm still up at 1:30 cuz i'm sleeping in
anyway lol
Another pressing matter on my mind lately is PROM DATE...i'm in need of one and i'm not sure who i wanna ask X_X
What to do for my 18th bday in 2months...hopefully it won't be like last years =T
Any more random shyt?...
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Check out nevershoutnever! on myspace, u'll feel relaxed listening to it =]
the girl or the world
you see someone gotta lose
I thought I could have it all
do I really gotta choose
what good is all the cash
if it doesn’t buy time
and what good is famous
if I’m never on your mind
nights fallen light glowing
and I’m just tryna pay the price owing
and I don’t wanna feel the comfort from my ice showing
and I ain’t tryna be without you at the right moments nigga nice goin
is it worth it, that decision
cuz hearts break and I ain’t tryna be in that collision
so I’ma dust my shirt
and fix my pants
cuz I better look good girl
if this my chance I swear
- "Sooner Than Later" by Drake
Picked up Street Fighter 4 for PS3 last week...that is definently my shyt, and i got Akuma already so u know i bn playing it wayyy lot =]
New fav artist= Drake...he's old news but then again not really, thats the stage name for Aubrey Graham aka Jimmy the wheelchair main character from that show Degrassi i like to watch from time to time. Dude really makes some good stuff, so you should check it out and download the So Far Gone mixtape thats free on his blog. =O
Speaking of music, i've really been trying to put into motion my own little music project for myspace. I'm only stuck on a name and software that will work with the crap dell comp in my basement. I thought i had a name, but its kinda taken already by some metal band from tennessee...go figure =/
Been kinda emo lately and bummed. No specific reason, just the general stresses of teenager, high school senior getting to me probly. I do feel left out by my friends from time to time 2 be honest...feel like i don't get invited places as much as i used to...its kinda all good though cuz even if i went i wouldn't have any money to do shyt anyway...but still, its like "u have my number, so text/call me, i shouldn't have to call to get in on plans ALL the time"...=T
To a brighter note, 2 hour delay tomorrow. this is why i'm still up at 1:30 cuz i'm sleeping in
anyway lol
Another pressing matter on my mind lately is PROM DATE...i'm in need of one and i'm not sure who i wanna ask X_X
What to do for my 18th bday in 2months...hopefully it won't be like last years =T
Any more random shyt?...
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Check out nevershoutnever! on myspace, u'll feel relaxed listening to it =]
the girl or the world
you see someone gotta lose
I thought I could have it all
do I really gotta choose
what good is all the cash
if it doesn’t buy time
and what good is famous
if I’m never on your mind
nights fallen light glowing
and I’m just tryna pay the price owing
and I don’t wanna feel the comfort from my ice showing
and I ain’t tryna be without you at the right moments nigga nice goin
is it worth it, that decision
cuz hearts break and I ain’t tryna be in that collision
so I’ma dust my shirt
and fix my pants
cuz I better look good girl
if this my chance I swear
- "Sooner Than Later" by Drake
Friday, February 13, 2009
Kung Fu Hustle!!!!
Boooooooooooored, actually just woke up from a nap....at 2-something in the morning lol
Ugh, this weekend sucks, its valentines and all that lovey-dovey pda be getting on my nerves. Sure you can say i'm hating, cuz i (by choice this year) have no on to do that with, if you want to...but to be honest i've never been a fan of v-day holiday anyway =/...
anyway i can't wait for these next couple months, other than graduation (6/2/09), i'm excited for a bunch of movies coming out that i wanna go see, heres the breakdown:
-Street Fighter The Legend of Chun-Li: this is not gonna do very well i can tell, as far as money goes, but its one of my favorite video game series, so it may be getting my money by the time it comes out, just don't let it suck as bad as the first live-action one
-Dragonball Evolution: please, please don't let it be too cheesy, enough of my favorite shows from my childhood have bn killed due to reboots and revamps and other stupid crap
-Watchmen: i love comic book movies in general anyway and this one looks awesome even though i've never read it before a day in my life
-I Love You, Man: the guys in this movie have been in judd apatow movies like 40-year-old virgin and forgetting sarah marshall...so i'm expecting a lot of funny
-Fast & Furious: bout damn time a true sequel (even though its more of an inter-quel cuz it takes place before the last movie), bow wow was in the last movie so i never bothered seeing it
-Star Trek: I'm a huge geek and all, but i've never been geek enough to "get" star trek, but this whole nex movie thing looks cool and worth my time
-Night at the Musuem 2: the first one was cool and funny, nuff said
-Year One: Jack Black (Kung Fu Panda), Michael Cera (Superbad), and produced by Judd Apatow should = hilarious
-Ice Age 3: should be worth it
-Tekken: video game movies aren't usually that good, but this one still holds my interest
-Astro Boy: i'm a japanese anime/ manga fanatic and a live action version of one of the most celebrated series ever will hopefully not dissappoint
-Blood: The Last Vampire: once again another awesome anime series, so i want it to be great
NOW, THE REALLY IMPORTANT MOVIES THAT I WILL BE SEEING NO MATTER WHAT!!!!
Harry Potter 6- I haven't seen a hp movie since the very 1st one, but these films do get better and the trailer for numero sexta just reeks awesomeness
Where the Wild Things Are- definently one of my favorite books as a kid, classic
G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra- two words is really all i gotta say...Snake Eyes
X-Men Origins: Wolverine- HOLY SH!T F*CK DUDE...no but seriously this movie has been forever and a day with coming out and its about damn time...it has friggin Gambit in an X-men movie finally....GAMBIT!!!!
Terminator Salvation: I liked the first one, loved the second one, enjoyed the third one, tv series is cool, so i'm pretty uh stoked for this one lol by the way if you haven't heard the films main star Christian Bale flip out on the guy, go have urself a listen, u owe urself that much i'm sure XD
Last but most certainly not the least......
TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!!!!!!!
-More Autobots, more decepticons, combining robots, awesome cars and other vehicles...this shit is gonna be beyond epic. I'm lost for words on it but June needs to hurry the hell up so i can see this. By the way I'm calling it now, Optimus Prime is gonna die, he did in the animated cartoon movie from 198-whatever, so why not in the live action one =T
instead of a song lyrics i'll leave with the recently released trailer for T2: ROTF, quality is bad cuz someone recorded it in the theater while going to see friday the 13th but a good officialy one should be out within a week and i'll repost it then...so enjoy!!!!!!!
Ugh, this weekend sucks, its valentines and all that lovey-dovey pda be getting on my nerves. Sure you can say i'm hating, cuz i (by choice this year) have no on to do that with, if you want to...but to be honest i've never been a fan of v-day holiday anyway =/...
anyway i can't wait for these next couple months, other than graduation (6/2/09), i'm excited for a bunch of movies coming out that i wanna go see, heres the breakdown:
-Street Fighter The Legend of Chun-Li: this is not gonna do very well i can tell, as far as money goes, but its one of my favorite video game series, so it may be getting my money by the time it comes out, just don't let it suck as bad as the first live-action one
-Dragonball Evolution: please, please don't let it be too cheesy, enough of my favorite shows from my childhood have bn killed due to reboots and revamps and other stupid crap
-Watchmen: i love comic book movies in general anyway and this one looks awesome even though i've never read it before a day in my life
-I Love You, Man: the guys in this movie have been in judd apatow movies like 40-year-old virgin and forgetting sarah marshall...so i'm expecting a lot of funny
-Fast & Furious: bout damn time a true sequel (even though its more of an inter-quel cuz it takes place before the last movie), bow wow was in the last movie so i never bothered seeing it
-Star Trek: I'm a huge geek and all, but i've never been geek enough to "get" star trek, but this whole nex movie thing looks cool and worth my time
-Night at the Musuem 2: the first one was cool and funny, nuff said
-Year One: Jack Black (Kung Fu Panda), Michael Cera (Superbad), and produced by Judd Apatow should = hilarious
-Ice Age 3: should be worth it
-Tekken: video game movies aren't usually that good, but this one still holds my interest
-Astro Boy: i'm a japanese anime/ manga fanatic and a live action version of one of the most celebrated series ever will hopefully not dissappoint
-Blood: The Last Vampire: once again another awesome anime series, so i want it to be great
NOW, THE REALLY IMPORTANT MOVIES THAT I WILL BE SEEING NO MATTER WHAT!!!!
Harry Potter 6- I haven't seen a hp movie since the very 1st one, but these films do get better and the trailer for numero sexta just reeks awesomeness
Where the Wild Things Are- definently one of my favorite books as a kid, classic
G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra- two words is really all i gotta say...Snake Eyes
X-Men Origins: Wolverine- HOLY SH!T F*CK DUDE...no but seriously this movie has been forever and a day with coming out and its about damn time...it has friggin Gambit in an X-men movie finally....GAMBIT!!!!
Terminator Salvation: I liked the first one, loved the second one, enjoyed the third one, tv series is cool, so i'm pretty uh stoked for this one lol by the way if you haven't heard the films main star Christian Bale flip out on the guy, go have urself a listen, u owe urself that much i'm sure XD
Last but most certainly not the least......
TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!!!!!!!
-More Autobots, more decepticons, combining robots, awesome cars and other vehicles...this shit is gonna be beyond epic. I'm lost for words on it but June needs to hurry the hell up so i can see this. By the way I'm calling it now, Optimus Prime is gonna die, he did in the animated cartoon movie from 198-whatever, so why not in the live action one =T
instead of a song lyrics i'll leave with the recently released trailer for T2: ROTF, quality is bad cuz someone recorded it in the theater while going to see friday the 13th but a good officialy one should be out within a week and i'll repost it then...so enjoy!!!!!!!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Heavy-Duty Display Board
Ugh...science fair projects sux major monkey balls every year O_o
anyway nm has bn up, just living one day at a time
she and i are on good terms now, though i still find it awkward that she keeps on texting me nearly 24/7 =/
I'm pretty screwed tommorow since report cards are going out
A in psychology
A in computer science
A in production systems
probly a D ,if i'm REAL lucky, in research practicum, I'll be so happy if its a C
Pretty certain theirs a D in AP Calc which means its 2 Ds since its an AP class
and I'm gonna go wit their being a 2 Cs from AP Lit
Bummer I know, but on to more positive stuff, i heard what i thought was one of the deepest quotes i've heard in a looong time. Now yes to be honest i heard it on American Dad, so its "legitimacy" is pretty shot already but still i like it:
"Remember, behind every blade of grass, is a whisper saying "Grow!""
I can't tell you exactly what I interpret from that, but it kinda hit me on a certain level so go-figure.
Also, my biggest shock of the day came when watching the grammy's i saw that M.I.A. was pregnant...i'm not talking just getting pregnant but like soon-to-be-due type pregnant, and yet she was still performing Swaga Like Us on stage with Jay-Z, T.I., Lil Wayne, and KanYe, which was friggin awesome xD. She was like due yesterday anyway so God bless her and her soon to be born kid, (who's probly born by now)
So yeah i'm getting off now, i need sleep cuz 2morrow is gonna kick my ass with the aforementioned report card and the fact that i have a science fair project to COMPLETELY bull shit lol so pc.
Oh yeah and tonight i leave with lyrics from the Grammy Song of the Year:
"One minute i held the key
Next the walls were closed in on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand..." - Viva La Vida by Coldplay
anyway nm has bn up, just living one day at a time
she and i are on good terms now, though i still find it awkward that she keeps on texting me nearly 24/7 =/
I'm pretty screwed tommorow since report cards are going out
A in psychology
A in computer science
A in production systems
probly a D ,if i'm REAL lucky, in research practicum, I'll be so happy if its a C
Pretty certain theirs a D in AP Calc which means its 2 Ds since its an AP class
and I'm gonna go wit their being a 2 Cs from AP Lit
Bummer I know, but on to more positive stuff, i heard what i thought was one of the deepest quotes i've heard in a looong time. Now yes to be honest i heard it on American Dad, so its "legitimacy" is pretty shot already but still i like it:
"Remember, behind every blade of grass, is a whisper saying "Grow!""
I can't tell you exactly what I interpret from that, but it kinda hit me on a certain level so go-figure.
Also, my biggest shock of the day came when watching the grammy's i saw that M.I.A. was pregnant...i'm not talking just getting pregnant but like soon-to-be-due type pregnant, and yet she was still performing Swaga Like Us on stage with Jay-Z, T.I., Lil Wayne, and KanYe, which was friggin awesome xD. She was like due yesterday anyway so God bless her and her soon to be born kid, (who's probly born by now)
So yeah i'm getting off now, i need sleep cuz 2morrow is gonna kick my ass with the aforementioned report card and the fact that i have a science fair project to COMPLETELY bull shit lol so pc.
Oh yeah and tonight i leave with lyrics from the Grammy Song of the Year:
"One minute i held the key
Next the walls were closed in on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand..." - Viva La Vida by Coldplay
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Back to the Lab Again Yo...
Newly single is pretty much all i gotta say. I feel cruddy as shit for breaking up with her, but i can't help that i don't like her like that anymore...whatever, no excuses, she deserves much better than me...life maybe a bit in a downward spiral for a while with this, grades, etc. Idk...
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Such a noob at relationships still =/. I'ma go listen to some Eminem shyt to take my mind off things. So, peace.
"Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry,
I know I hurt you,
I know I hurt you..."
Now That We're Done by Metro Station
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Such a noob at relationships still =/. I'ma go listen to some Eminem shyt to take my mind off things. So, peace.
"Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lie, I'm so sorry,
I know I hurt you,
I know I hurt you..."
Now That We're Done by Metro Station
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Nothing Like I Thought It'd Be...
Not much to say...just lettin you know i'm still doing this blog thing.
Its late and i'm sleepy so yeah. More meaningful post tommorow.
"And my head keeps spinnin,
Can't stop having these visions,
I gotta get with it." Welcome to Heartbreak by Kanye West
Its late and i'm sleepy so yeah. More meaningful post tommorow.
"And my head keeps spinnin,
Can't stop having these visions,
I gotta get with it." Welcome to Heartbreak by Kanye West
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Doubts are Poisonous...
Winter mix sucks when you mess up your wrist that was fractured 4 years ago...but was never properly healed. Damn ice =/. I should be working on homework...but who am I kidding...report card won't be so good this quarter...
I've bn having thoughts lately...bad ones...bout me and her. I think i'm just at a point where before i admit i might be falling for her, i'm questioning the validity of our relationship. I tend to do that sometimes. Not sure why, but its just in my character. Don't get me wrong, I love her...but sometimes i think it's for the wrong reason(s).
First of all i will admit that she and i rushed into "official-dom" really quick. Once minute we were texting and next, there was a change of the facebook relationship statuses. I'll definently say that i've had no regrets though...my initial thoughts were really more or less "whats the worst that could happen?". If anything i think i see the worst is that, these feelings are only fleeting and not permanent. I can honestly say i don't see much of a long-term thing goint here. Now i admit thats something that i shouldn't be concerning myself with, but again, i can't help but think about it.
I think what it might be is that, i've wanted this for so long...the whole relationship thing...that like a spoiled child wanting something they couldn't have...now that i finally got it...idk what to do or how to act now. It pains me to make a realization like that...
I'd hate to drag this relationship out and hurt her if i'm feeling the way i am...but at the same time i don't want to give up on it. I want to see it through to the end, whenever that may be. I told her from the get-go that we would last for as long as God willed it. Maybe this thing will soon run its course.
I wanna say why i love her, but the only real reason that comes to mind is that she gave a guy like me...who's never bn good at the whole relationship thing...a chance. That really meant something to me and i was grateful as ever for it. I think that overwhelming gratefulness clouded my mind, thoughts and judgement into "love". I find myself even thinking of life without her as my gf and...well, yeah...
I always said i never wanted to be like those guys that just do the cruddiest things to women and end up giving the rest of us a bad name. My biggest fear aside from possibly hurting her at all is that i'll be one of those guys and have betrayed one of my principles in life. Whatever the case...i just hope i find an answer to this question soon...
"We had fire in our eyes
In the beginning I
Never felt so alive
In the beginning you
You blame me but
its not fair when you say that i didn't try
i just don't wanna hear it anymore....
Swear i never meant to let it die..."
-Let It Die by Three Days Grace
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Snow Daze
It snowed...I definently should have stayed home =/
Guess I can just hope for some kinda delay from school 2morrow.
Neway, question I've bn thinking of is "Do I really have an audience for this blog?" More than likely...No, no i don't but that won't stop me from updating from time to time. It's always felt good if i could type/ write out my thoughts sometimes so yeah =T.
Hmmm, random topic of the update...my friends. Sure lets talk about the people i consider "good peoples" :
Toris: I can talk about any random shyt with this guy and he gets it. Dude is dependable and one of the realist people i know.
Leslie: She's cool beans. She can be totally gangster one minute and a total goof the next.
Jalisa: I go on her like everyday and she does the same to me, but of course its always in good fun. She's my buddy.
Adrian: Known this guy since my family moved to our house. Dude speaks his mind on any and just about everything. Some call him an asshole, but he's just real and not fake like some people are these days.
Brandon: This guy is a bad influence lol. Swear i never skipped a whole day of school until i met him and we all went out to chinatown on my bday. Impulse days rock man XD
Taisha: Wow, where to begin on this one? She's definently one of the few girls i would call my best friend. Funny how i had like a massive crush on her for the longest time, but this s one of those times where i'm content that she's such and awesome friend so...yeah =]
Tonee': My lil' big sis. I def tell her everything and vice versa. There's probably no other person i trust more than her.
Sabrina: Year younger than me and I've bn going to like the same school/ bus stop with her since i was in the 5th grade. At this point, I'll acknowledge that she's like the little sister i never had.
Maya: So upbeat and energetic, if your feeling down, turn to Maya and she'll help you laugh =]
Derrell: Another amigo, i can talk random shyt with and he gets it.
Canisha: =D, she'll get a blog update another time
Not that any of the people mentioned will ever see this, but yeah if ya didn't know...well now you do. I want to take a nap again, shoveling driveways can be more tiring than one thinks...should've taken the easy way and used the snow blower. =/ More friends will be mentioned at a later time btw.
"To the girl that can't forgive me,
Take these misunderstandings, and send them back where they came from,
Take these misunderstandings, its hard enough to live life as it is... " - All Nereids Beware by Chiodos
Guess I can just hope for some kinda delay from school 2morrow.
Neway, question I've bn thinking of is "Do I really have an audience for this blog?" More than likely...No, no i don't but that won't stop me from updating from time to time. It's always felt good if i could type/ write out my thoughts sometimes so yeah =T.
Hmmm, random topic of the update...my friends. Sure lets talk about the people i consider "good peoples" :
Toris: I can talk about any random shyt with this guy and he gets it. Dude is dependable and one of the realist people i know.
Leslie: She's cool beans. She can be totally gangster one minute and a total goof the next.
Jalisa: I go on her like everyday and she does the same to me, but of course its always in good fun. She's my buddy.
Adrian: Known this guy since my family moved to our house. Dude speaks his mind on any and just about everything. Some call him an asshole, but he's just real and not fake like some people are these days.
Brandon: This guy is a bad influence lol. Swear i never skipped a whole day of school until i met him and we all went out to chinatown on my bday. Impulse days rock man XD
Taisha: Wow, where to begin on this one? She's definently one of the few girls i would call my best friend. Funny how i had like a massive crush on her for the longest time, but this s one of those times where i'm content that she's such and awesome friend so...yeah =]
Tonee': My lil' big sis. I def tell her everything and vice versa. There's probably no other person i trust more than her.
Sabrina: Year younger than me and I've bn going to like the same school/ bus stop with her since i was in the 5th grade. At this point, I'll acknowledge that she's like the little sister i never had.
Maya: So upbeat and energetic, if your feeling down, turn to Maya and she'll help you laugh =]
Derrell: Another amigo, i can talk random shyt with and he gets it.
Canisha: =D, she'll get a blog update another time
Not that any of the people mentioned will ever see this, but yeah if ya didn't know...well now you do. I want to take a nap again, shoveling driveways can be more tiring than one thinks...should've taken the easy way and used the snow blower. =/ More friends will be mentioned at a later time btw.
"To the girl that can't forgive me,
Take these misunderstandings, and send them back where they came from,
Take these misunderstandings, its hard enough to live life as it is... " - All Nereids Beware by Chiodos
Monday, January 26, 2009
Coming Attraction...
So I had the mindset to cave in and finally make one of these...low and behold i already started to do so some months back and my computer had the info saved...wierd =T.
Basics till i get more time for this as i am pretty sleepy:
My friends are awesome =]
White boy at heart XD
Skating is a passion...not a hobby =T
My guitar skills always need improvement =/
Movies produced/written/directed by Judd Apatow and/or starring Seth Rogen are always funny XXDD
Fat kidd =/
Something I'll do for this is end with a random song lyric on each entry...whether its relevant to said entry, or life at the time, or just cuz i wanna put it there, really doesn't matter. If its gonna be deep I'll let you know before hand. Thanks for reading. =]
"He'll be the first to tell you he's full of shit, like its half a compliment" -Retarded in Love by Say Anything
Basics till i get more time for this as i am pretty sleepy:
My friends are awesome =]
White boy at heart XD
Skating is a passion...not a hobby =T
My guitar skills always need improvement =/
Movies produced/written/directed by Judd Apatow and/or starring Seth Rogen are always funny XXDD
Fat kidd =/
Something I'll do for this is end with a random song lyric on each entry...whether its relevant to said entry, or life at the time, or just cuz i wanna put it there, really doesn't matter. If its gonna be deep I'll let you know before hand. Thanks for reading. =]
"He'll be the first to tell you he's full of shit, like its half a compliment" -Retarded in Love by Say Anything
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